坏人

hey~ im gonna recommend a song again^^ this song is titled 坏人..by fang jiong bin..a not so famous malaysian singer to me but his voice is very very good..and his song is very touchin xD the 1st time i heard dis song is during my fren ronald choo's birthday which was at 12th of june..his real birthday date is 13th of june haha..we sang k dat time at leisure mall neway..noob shit wei zeng was there also haha..then the girls pick dis song.. i thought this song would be jus another boring chinese song xD but then when they sing..i terus fell in love wit this song=.= even tho is the 1st time i heard dis song..i juz sing along aso by lookin at the lyrics haha..then i asked my fren yung chuan to send me dis song..after dat i hear and hear again at home..and i realized the lyrics was super super touching..and it suites my current feelings very well T_T so here's the lyrics
那 一扇车门
关出 我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱 无法均分
以后 就留给你们
也许用伤害结束 爱才更动人
* 容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
** 你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有借口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人
Repeat *,**
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒 就等他带你完成
Repeat **
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人



三个人从不对等 总有个人必须牺牲 那永恒 就等他带你完成 this phrase is very meaningful..its imposible for 3 persons to wait for love..and one person needs to sacrifise..love can hurt you alot sumtimes haha..

k la i dono wat to write d..im not those person very good at interpreting chinese language..but after hearing dis song for many many times i think dis song suites me alot..k la chows xD

im back?=.=

yoyo..dis is my 1st blog for 2009 haha..after being lost for such a long time =D i really lazy to update my blog ler..and 2009 so far for me is a not so gud year..not as gud as 2008..haha aiyo dono wat to write ler..

haha im feelin very down recently..dono how to describe lar my feelings now haih..i keep thinkin to myself..why i cant achieve and get the things dat i really wan to own..the things dat i give alot of my effort and feelings towards it..but juz cant get it..aiyo dono y so emo lar..sad=.= today in church, i spin the wheel of fortune..which got numbers 1-15 on it..when i spin i wanna see wat number i get..i keep hoping dat i wont get the number '2' coz dis number seems to be very related to my life..i was born in 2nd of febuary,which is 2/2..i always used to get number 2 in my running competition during my primary school times..my trophy is all full of silver colours..and erm..i seem to always lose out to sumbody in watever i do..especially in the love matter..haha..and i cant be the first always..haha guess wat?i spin the wheel and i get the unlucky number 2..im thinkin isit god's plan and my fate dat i always lose to a particular person..and i must always be behind sum1 in life?haihh writing this blog is really unlike me lar..to be so emo haha..i really hope everything will change lur..and i pray to god to change me..haha k la..today is father's day..wish all fathers will hav a gud and nice fathers day^^

pmr result

today is 1 of the most gan jiong day of my life..PMR RESULT IS COMIN OUT!!!!!the day b4 today leh..i went to a wedding dinner and drank alot of wine..coz i know i will hav problem sleeping so i drank as much as i can till im drunk..i really drunk but i still cant sleep..TOO GAN JIONG LA!!den i go watch movie and at last slept at 3 am haha..the next day..which is today i woke up quite early..8+ i wake up and roll roll roll on the bed adi..coz too excited..got oni few things on my mine..if i get straight A's i will be in seventh heaven xD..but if 6A..den not dat syok la..i also pictured the scene if i get 5 A..i will be like KAO LAT!!
So..i dota 1 match 1st to relax myself haha..i told myself if i lost dis game..means bad luck and if i wan..gud luck lol so eventually i won the game haha..den i damn happy..den dat stupid jason sms me say i get straight A..make me more happy oni..den after dat jason's mum fetch us to school..on the way sumore traffic jam..make me super gan jiong oni haha xD
bla bla bla..finnaly i know my result adi..its 6A 1B T_T..B for BAHASA MALAYSIA..although not in seventh heaven but i also quite happy wit my result la haha..the 1st thing i do is phone my mum..she aso quite happy xD den after dat go watch movie wit ronald at leisure mall and bought a bday present for my mum^^ she 31st december birthday haha
so..i wanna congrats those who get straight A's^^ and those who not so gud result nvm la..PMR ONI MA!! xD k la ciaoz

Encounter camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yoyoyo!!! last few days..me and my cousin went to a 4 days 3 nites church camp
organized by DUMC church's youth team-xyz which means
Xtraordinary Youth Zone haha..the camp was in raub pahang(in geographi
raub is famous for golds xD)and the campsite is a national service
campsite @.@ at 1st we thought the camp will be very torturing..but we
were wrong xD the camp name is encounter camp because the aim for this
camp is for us the encounter jesus^^
The 1st day of camp was 1 of the worse day because during nite time..i kicked
football wit some new frens i made..den as usual i run super fast(juz kiddin xD)
the guy behind me cant stop me..den he terpush me..i fell to the ground and my hands.elbow and leg injured..damn sakit la it bleed non stop..den the 1st aid ppl sleep adi..i terpaksa sleep wit all the blood>< but besides this injury,worship time was damn fun!! the worship band is the 1AM band which stands for 1 accord mininstry band..i tell u dis band damn chun weh..they play those rock songs can make ur heart beat like u sittin genting's space shot..haha..go visit www.1am.com.my !!!
(like promoting dis band oni=.=)den hor..my group name is solsta..funny name rite?those group name all pelik pelik 1..klapsta,murbo,klippan and many more..u know wat dis names are?they are names of ikea's sofa!!zha dao rite?i aso feel damn zha dao when i knew it haha..1st day we had talent time..we need to act a sketch and the talent time was super funny!!i act as a kalafe haha..my acting sucks but other groups acting really damn funny..got 1 group act david and goliath..but modern day 1..the david use sniper lawan the goliath haha..got slow motion sumore when the david headshot the goliath..damn super funny!!!so after talent time we suppose to sleep 1..but u know la 1st day sure exciting 1 la..i go kik football den the stupid injury happens..den gud nite

2nd day we had games!!!in all the camps i went b4,the games in dis camp is super easy..but fun!!we need to do super lame stuffs like find 3 different kind of insects..they say "canot catch red ants black ants and white ants becoz they are all ants"=.= den my group all super pro ppl we got 1st place!!xD oh ya altho dis is a ns camp..the food here rocks!! got fry chicken,fry fish, eggs all super delicious 1..den after dinner..its worship time!! worship damn fun we sang alot of songs to worship jesus..my favorate songs are take it all and everlasting..1AM has thier own songs too like the anthem,my father and sold out..thier songs super chun la!! then during session..the pastor tought us alots of things..1AM leader..kelvin lim told his story about his life and how god changed his life..the pastor showed us alot of touching videos..and the word she said that i wont forget is jesus is the ONLY friend who is willing to die for us..she also said dat jesus wants us to be his friend but not his servant..den after worship we eat supper den play ping pong^^ got 2 girls there play ping pong damn pro..sapu me arr T_T(both of them aso quite leng lui xD)the best thing bout the nite is dat 1AM sell thier song albums and T shirt!!den i cepat cepat go buy shirt and the dvd..super mahal but worth it!!den we sumore can ask the band member to sign the shirt we buy haha..they all super friendly ppl..the leader kelvin lim is a super funny person..he asked me my name..i said calvin den he say wa nice name!coz he thought i same name wit him haha..den i say my name is calvin klien dat calvin den he say chehh..haha..the rhythm guitarist and singer neil..who is a philipino..is a super cool person, he said"u know wat is puberty? b4 puberty i am fat and puberty made me fit!"haha swt but his guitar really super pro..me and my cousin ask him sing a song..he sang hit me baby 1 more time by britney spears using his guitar..damn funny la haha!!the drummer..david cuzario is a cool person too..he is a from sarawak..he got an offer from a radio station to be a radio crew worth about 1 million dollars..he reject it coz he said he wanna be with 1AM band to serve jesus..wow really a devoted christian xD..the bassist leh is a super super yeng person..he is around 6 foot tall and has a jamaican hair!!haha those hair like alen iverson dat type of hair la..he said the onli differences of his hair and our hair is dat his hair takes longer to dry..swt=.=he sumore said he is the main ciggerates supplier of his school when he was young..dono true bo haha..the electric guitar player..his name is jude limus a sarawak kia aso..his guitar i tell u sibeh chun..he sumore say his worst instrument is electric guitar..dono true anot haha..den the last 1 is the backup singer i forget the name d=.= he is a chinese fella from KL xD his voice damn merdu..his story is the most touchin..he said his mom and dad divorced when he was young..den was sent to an orphanage to grow up..he kept wonderin why his mum never met him isit becoz she dun love him? den he turned to jesus and be a chirstian and become a succesful person now..den after getting autographs and buyin dvds..we sleep!!!

3rd day is a damn fun day..coz we play super fun game like flying fox!!but damn sad la coz flying fox oni can 4 person and my group got 13 ppl..den those leng lui say wan to play den u noe la i gentlemen ma so i saccrifise for them lor xD the games is like station games..we need to run here run there complete those tasks..i said b4 our team super pro ppl rite?haha but we dis time not dat super pro la..our points are like 1.1k got other team got 1.6k lidat..aiya different abit oni ma xD den we had our final dinner of the ns camp..i tell u the dinner rite..we normally eat outside i think worth around rm60+ haha..damn syok!!den after dinner..we had our final nite of worship and session..the worship session was one of the most touching worship ive ever been to..the pastor said..who cant speak in tongues(speak in tongues means dat a language spoken by the speaker dat the speaker dosent know wad the language is..quite hard to explain wad it is)u may come out and be baptist by the holy spirit..den i willingly go infront coz i wan jesus in my life^^ den after praying praying i dono how la suddenly i can speak in tongues!! i aso damn suprise but i tell u holy spirit really fill the hall dat time..the pressence was very real..den after dat we kneel down and pray..dat time i injured la u know rite~but i kneel also xD den during worship rite dat stupid wei zeng go call me haha..den i ask him listen to the songs he said very nice haha..nex time got any church camp need call him adi =D den after dat leh..sleep!

4th day..nth much really..they anounce the winners among all the group(got like 10 group like dat) top 5 winners got hampers and prizes!! we super pro ppl rite need fong sui abit..we got 2nd place!!the prize was a hamper,alot of cokes and a movie voucher!!!! i damn happy la can get the movie voucher can save about rm 10 haha to watch a free movie xD den after dat we eat lunch,took picture(i miss the picture taking coz my group busy distributing the prizes among all our members xD) den after dat..BALIK RUMAH!!after reach kl d..my stupid cousin say wanna go cc..den go lor haha..den after dat bought a dvd home to watch..den play a few dotas den sleep!!!!

The conclusion is(like writing essay oni haha..but dis essay super long xD)i feel damn happy and worth it la the camp..it tought me alot of valueble lesson..and i really wanna be a new person not a sinner anymore..hope god can forgive all my sins! and k la ciaoz xD

yoyo~working now T_T

hey hey long time never update my blog adi..i almost forget i have a blog also lolz..dis holiday is a busy holiday so far..becoz im working!! T_T means i cant go out gai gai wit my dear frens adi>< damn sad arr..sorry arr kawanku when december time i belanja makan ok? xD..so means i wont be at KL until 17 december..and onli come back during sundays >< luckily my cousin teman me so i wont feel too bored haha..after work sumtime go cc play awhile..den buy movie watch every nite xD cant wait till i get my gaji..gonna buy a new comp wakaka
k la dis blog i type when i working leh..later boss kill me haha..k la ciaozzzz ^^

Melodies of life

Hey guys~ i wanna introduce a song..dis song name is melodies of life from a game named Final Fantasy 9..if u guys dont know i'm a final fantasy fan since primary school and dis is one of the favorate game i played in playstation one..i suddenly remembered dis song when my sis suddenly played it with her piano..it really brings back alot of childhood memories..so i wanna share dis song wit u guys and hope u guys will like it^^ and if u happen to be a final fantasy fan too dun forget to leave a comment ya =D so heres the lyric of dis song~

Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark,
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart,
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain,
Melodies of life - love's lost refrain.

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why.
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye.
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told ?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold.

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me.
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name.

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds - forever and beyond.

So far and away, see the birds as it flies by.
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky.
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings.
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings.

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me ?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leave me behind ?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine.
Adding up the layers of harmony.
And so it goes, on and on.
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying bird - forever and on.

If I should leave this lonely world behind,
Your voice will still remember our melody.
Now I know we'll carry on.
Melodies of life,
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts, as long as we remember.

Haha if u say "wa so emo song la" or "dis song like shit la" i dun blame u coz u dunno how to enjoy nice songs^^if u wanna hear dis song u can check out dis link-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ye7BGnlTZmQ ..
So what i think about dis song is dat dis song is really a meaningful love song..altho the singer sing till quite boring but still i never get bored listening to dis song..my favorate phrase of dis song is"We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye." duno why la and i lazy to explain also juz dat i really like dis phrase^^ ok la i aso lazy write much..hope u guys like dis song =D

PMR OVER LOR!!! WEEEE!!

17/8/08-our last PMR paper geo..den we are FREE!!luckily for us the geo paper damn easy wakakaka xD..after finishing the paper we celebrated like crazy..i go poke a hole at my bottle den splash water at every1 xD (except the girls la of coz) =D..but damn shit la after exam also cant go back early..need stay at the dewan asrama write a stupid card..fuk la waste our time oni but den luckily we can go at 11 am like dat den we went to challanger =D the ppl dat went there are me,wei zeng,jason,ronald,rajivan,zhan wei,zhi lok,jian beng,ka hou,victor and many other frens from other school also..there we played footsal,snooker,badminton {chun xian owned me ><) very tiring la after playing den ronald stayed overnite at my house..at nite we went to CC and lost 2 match T_T..but den the next day will be a fun day~ we are going to MID VALLEY~!

18/8/08- Today is the day dat we all are waiting for~ SHOPPING!! xD..me and ronald went to school to meet wei zeng 1st..he duno got high fever or wat..go join dat dikir barat..=.="" after chun yao came wei zeng's mum fetch us to mid valley^^ after reaching the 1st thing we do is eat sushi..we planned to eat for fun oni de but how we noe we over-eat haha..the bill was rm 79.90 o.O..me and wei zeng played a stupid game..we played scissors paper stone the loser hav to eat a dish of sushi filled with alot of wasabi..damn it at last i lose and terpaksa eat that sushi..damn pedas i tell you kai wan siao my nose like keluar fire oni xD..den chun yao and ronald aso played the same game den ronald lost haha..after dat we lepak around..we went to echo park,tropiccana life,converse and also 1 pet shop xD..then we saw a damn cute girl selling stuff there..she was short and wear pink shirt haha..after dat we met with the girls-sook shian, sabrina and xin hui..bao yu couldnt came coz of her dad..the girls really shop like crazy lor thier plastic bag damn many..sabrina is the shopping queen xD..we ate lunch lucky for me ronald suddenly no appetite so i get to finish his special mushroom sup( a mushroom sup inside a huge bread..really damn special xD)haha den after lunch i wanted to kao the girl i mentioned juz now xD but ending up getting screwed T_T..damn wasted din ask her number la she really very very cute >< haha den after dat we walked again..tell u guys sumthing never buy boxers at quiksilver coz 2 boxers is rm 70 haha xD..sook shian bought a damn nice cap,ronald bought a very yeng bag,chun yao bought a shirt and wei zeng bought many stuffs la ( wu lui lang eh kia xD)me most kesian coz din bring enuff money xD so din really bought anything..den after dat we went home and lived happily ever after (lame) lolx.. evening leh..me,jason and seng kiat went lepak at pasar malam..bought a dvd there den watched it at nite..den slept earlier den usual coz damn tired..ok la ciaoz =D